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2020.09.27 21:17 arf1232 19M [friendship]or[chat]

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2020.06.17 10:37 zachthrowaway300 [26M] Still depressed 1 year after a break up..

Guys I need some opinions. This is very embarrassing. But i had a short relationship with a girl. It was 7 months. I have never loved someone so much as her ever. I have never felt so happy in life. Anyway, things didn't workout and she moved on. I tried begging for her back i know this was a mistake but anyway it's been 1 year and i still think about her all the time. It's really bad. I still get really sad and depressed with myself for stuffing up the relationship with someone i loved. I made the bad mistake of looking at her social media for a long time, but i stopped months ago and yet i still think of her. Some days i don't even remember her but other times i remember her like it was yesterday and i get so sad about it. I just feel so embarrassed, i know she doesn't think of me or even remember me. I've dated and slept with other girls, i started a new job, i talk to different people everyday , i exercise and eat well yet still i think of her and still i get sad and upset with myself. Nothing seems to work. Even after 1 year. Any help?

TLDR; Had a 7 month relationship with agirl, been 1 year still get sad about it. feel emabrresed i feel this way. nothing seems to work
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2020.06.11 20:29 acandyflossgirl IT'S OFFICIAL! ART COMPETITION NOW OPEN! Read below for more info! 😊😇🎨

ART COMPETITION INFORMATION

Hello guys! We are now at 25 members and I am going to host this art competition!! [EDIT] 39 MEMBERS! WHOO! 💝🎨🎁🎉🎊
(By the way, tell your friends and any people who might like this community! More people are welcome! As they say: the bigger the better and: the more the merrier!)
So, let me start with a small talk to all of you. Some of you may be a little nervous about showing your work, but it's fine! I am not exactly an expert and I did say beginners are welcome!! I do understand there may be lots of people doing different kinds of art. Some people will do anime, some sketching, some realistic.
Let's get on with it!! The theme is decided: The theme is........ Drum roll please.....(thank you to all those people drum rolling at home!) -probably none of you are doing that- ...... ANYWAY! THE THEME IS....... Fantasy!! Use your imagination and let your ideas run wild!! There will be lots of VERY DIFFERENT peices of artwork and I can't wait to see them all! If you are in the competition, please enter your REDDIT name in the comments and I will add it to a list at the end.

RULES

• No copying. No copying anyone else's art, or you will be taken out of the competition, and maybe given a warning.
• No cheating. Getting stuff from the internet, etc
• No bad language or hate towards anyone or their artwork.
Thank you! And good luck! Questions are welcome, if you think I haven't covered anything important. Thank you; From candy! (I might also repost this in the morning because I understand there are different time zones. I will also post soon when the competition ends.😇🎨😊

PRIZE:

https://www.reddit.com/Royalehighart/comments/h7fu2k/winner_of_art_competition_prize_bundle/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share

INSTRUCTIONS ON HOW TO HAND IN WORK

https://www.reddit.com/Royalehighart/comments/h7i5dt/hand_in_date_and_instructions_on_what_to_do_to/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share
ENDS ON THE 21st OF JUNE (next Sunday)
[EDIT AT 12.00. PLEASE READ] https://www.reddit.com/Royalehighart/comments/h85fiu/please_read_this_post/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share

LIST OF PEOPLE ENTERED

  1. Yonk_potatoes
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  3. Emprisa
  4. Acandyflossgirl
  5. Emilyblossomgirl
  6. Moonhaven_
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  8. Rh21na left competition
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2020.04.03 04:58 rumfatarlagerinn life sucks

I am 19 year old male. Recently drank 2 shots of vodka because why the f not im alone in my room. I have had enough to be honest. Being used by girls, friendzoned. Never respected. Earlier today agirl - friend of mine said yes to a date. I go there we get ice cream but shes ends up forcing me to drive her to meet some other guy. Who does that? so godamm hurtful. i am not a virgin but i have never found anyone to love and i am lonely as shit. I have never had a girlfriend i am so f---ing sad about it. I fell in love with this girl recently but she doesnt show much interest just wants to meet me with her friends. Never alone. FRIENDZONE. I have a best friend and like two other friends but i dont really feel like they fully understand me about issues of life, even though my best friend also has depression. This year I had sex with this girl i really liked and i was like yess finally i could possibly get a girlfriend but no. SHe ended up ghosting me after the ONS. Fantastic :) greatt.
I cant ever fully connect with people, its so hard for me to open up and smile and all that jazz and people never fully reach out to me. IHave social anxiety, add, depression. The only people who do reach out are my 3 friends and two of them are my cousins. ITs never the girls im tryna love. I feel like everyone around me has had at least one gf. Weird thing is i have slept with 10 different girls, some i do regret having sex with (did out of desperation). But never did i feel a connection. Those i do feel a connection with they never like me enough. Its a really shitty situation. So here i am at 3 am drinking my sorrows away fully knowing alcoholism runs in my family. I started on sertal in the beginning of 2018 and my life changed i stopped having severe depression and anxiety and i was able to live like a normal. human being. But the bad thing is, i have sexual side effects that i dislike. Therefore i recently decided to wean off them. I feel so bad. I know if i go back on them i will be like i was before. But i dont wanna have to deal with the side effects. And also i dont wanna be on medication for the rest of my life. Life sucks :) I have been genetically doomed from birth
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2020.03.09 21:44 greerso ProgPoW resources

Informational

May 2, 2018 EIPs/eip-1057.md at master · ethereum/EIPs · GitHub
May 3, 2018 ProgPOW/README.md at master · ifdefelse/ProgPOW · GitHub
May 3, 2018 EIP-ProgPoW: a Programmatic Proof-of-Work - EIPs - Fellowship of Ethereum Magicians
May 29, 2018 The Problem with Proof of Work - K. L. Minehan - Medium
October 25, 2018 Understanding ProgPoW - IfDefElse - Medium
Nov 17, 2018 progpow-wiki/ProgPoW.md at master · MariusVanDerWijden/progpow-wiki · GitHub
December 10, 2018 ProgPoW - A Programmatic Proof of Work by Kristy-Leigh Minehan (Devcon4) - YouTube
January 10, 2019 ProgPoW FAQ - IfDefElse - Medium
January 14, 2019 What GPU miners may not know about ProgPoW - Andrea Lanfranchi - Medium
January 17, 2019 ProgPoW: Progress Update #1 - IfDefElse - Medium
February 14, 2019 Council of Denver - HackMD
February 17, 2019 The Miners Benchmark ProgPoW - Theodor Ghannam - Medium
February 21, 2019 Ethereum ProgPoW Explained - Crypto Mining Blog
March 18, 2019 13 Questions about Ethereum’s Movement to ProgPow by Jon Stevens - Medium
March 20, 2019 Skeptical about #ProgPoW? I am too! - Bryant Eisenbach - Medium
March 27, 2019 Comprehensive ProgPoW Benchmark by Theodor Ghannam - Medium
March 28, 2019 My stance on Progpow by Martin Holst Swende
March 30, 2019 The Cost of ASIC Design - IfDefElse - Medium
April 12, 2019 Ethereum ProgPoW Update - Crypto Mining Blog
September 23, 2019 In Defense of ProgPow : ethereum
February 4, 2020 Antminer E3 Stops Mining Ethereum Classic, Just Over a Month Remaining for Ethereum - Crypto Mining Blog

Ethereum Magicians

August 2, 2108 Final Request From the GPU Mining Community - EIPs - Fellowship of Ethereum Magicians
August 26, 2018 EIP-1355: Ethash 1a - EIPs - Fellowship of Ethereum Magicians
September 3, 2108 What has to be done to get ProgPoW on Ethereum - EIPs - Fellowship of Ethereum Magicians
January 1, 2019 Guidelines for ProgPow Hardware Developers - Primordial Soup - Fellowship of Ethereum Magicians
February 2, 2019 On the progpow audit - Action Item - Fellowship of Ethereum Magicians
March 3, 2019 My technical take on ProgPow’s weakest link - EIPs - Fellowship of Ethereum Magicians
March 4, 2019 Governance concerns after listening to ~all ProgPow discussions on Core Dev calls - Process Improvement - Fellowship of Ethereum Magicians
March 29, 2019 Motion to NOT include ProgPow without audit - EIPs - Fellowship of Ethereum Magicians
March 30, 2109 ProgPoW - A Compilation of Reference Material - Core EIPs - Fellowship of Ethereum Magicians
May 23, 2019 ProgPoW Audit Delay Issue - EIPs - Fellowship of Ethereum Magicians
July 8, 2019 Ensuring ETH 1.x’s Success Without Disenfranchising The Community - Ethereum 1.x Ring - Fellowship of Ethereum Magicians
August 8, 2019 EIP-centric forking - Process Improvement - Fellowship of Ethereum Magicians

YouTube

October 8, 2018 Cardano Rust Project Petro Public Sale ProgPow WSJ Attacks Shapeshift (October 2nd, 2018) - YouTube
October 23 2018 Ethereum Mining News FPGA’s Mining ProgPoW LIKELY Profitability Hard Fork Delayed 2019 - YouTube
December 13, 2018 Why ProgPoW is BAD for Ethereum - YouTube
December 19, 2018 Bitcoin Rallies Towards 4k - Why? Ethereum Launches ProgPoW GPU Mining Testnet New HD Minable Coin - YouTube
January 4, 2019 Ethereum moving to PROGPOW! What’s it mean for Miners? - YouTube
January 4, 2019 Ethereum ProgPoW CONFIRMED! - YouTube
January 5, 2019 Mining on the ProgPoW Gangnam Ethereum Testnet! - YouTube
January 6, 2019 6 x Asus RX 570 4GB ProgPoW Gangnam Ethereum Testnet TEST! - YouTube
January 7, 2019 ProgPOW Explained - A Brave New World for Ethereum Miners? - YouTube
January 20, 2019 CES2019 - North American Bitcoin Conference - GRIN / BEAM - PROGPOW and more! - YouTube
January 23, 2019 Ethereum to ZERO? Eth Chain Split. ProgPow & ETC 51 % Attack. GPU vs ASIC Miners. - YouTube
January 29, 2019 Nick Johnson: Future of the Ethereum Name Service and thoughts on ProgPOW - YouTube
February 19, 2019 Ethereum Hard Fork Soon? ProgPoW Voting? - YouTube
February 20, 2019 ProgPoW Merged Into Parity Ethereum ETHNews Brief - YouTube
February 25, 2019 How does R7 370, R9 380,380x,390 and more perform on PROGPOW and other Cryptocurrencies in 2019? - YouTube
March 7, 2019 PROGPOW Explained in under 4 min. & why it matters to GPU Miners - YouTube
March 19, 2019 What is BBT doing with PROGPOW, Why all of the testing? - YouTube
March 25, 2019 eVGA RTX 2080Ti FTW3 11GB DDR6 Cryptocurrency Performance Test PROGPOW ETH RVN BEAM GRIN29 GRIN31 - YouTube
March 29, 2019 Ethereum & ProgPoW… What Is Going On? - YouTube
May 2, 2019 Ethereum ProgPow Audit Has Been Funded & Approved - YouTube
July 5, 2019 Mining News! Monero RandomX Ethereum ProgPoW 2019 Update Grin Embraces ASIC miners Zel Zelhash - YouTube
July 24, 2019 Ethereum ProgPoW AUDIT Is Finally Getting Started… - YouTube
September 13, 2019 Ethereum ProgPoW Algorithm Audits Finalized - YouTube
September 24, 2019 An Argument Against ProgPoW a Day - Part 1 - YouTube
October 4, 2019 82 - Defending ProgPoW with Kristy-Leigh Minehan - YouTube
October 10, 2019 #36 - Kristy-Leigh of ProgPow discusses the EIP, Satoshi, Code Contributions, and Crypto Mining 2020 - YouTube
November 24, 2019 Ethereum Classic REJECTS ProgPoW… - YouTube
December 16, 2019 Ethereum ProgPoW Implementation Is STILL Coming Right? - YouTube
December 26, 2019 Panel: Least Authority’s ProgPoW Audit (Devcon5) - YouTube

Podcasts

April 11, 2019 https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/blockchannel/id1307284590?i=1000434669782
September 10, 2019 https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/ethhub-weekly-recap-78-ethboston-compound-drama-eth2/id1443920565?i=1000449269536
September 25, 2019 https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/ethhub-weekly-recap-80-progpow-discussion-doj-extortion/id1443920565?i=1000451214746
October 4, 2019 https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/82-defending-progpow-with-kristy-leigh-minehan/id1436674724?i=1000452312677

Official Updates

May 18, 2019 Dev Call #38 - May 18, 2018
August 24, 2018 Dev Call #45 - August 24, 2018
September 28, 2018 Dev Call #47 - September 28, 2018
January 4, 2019 Dev Call #52 - January 4, 2019
January 18, 2019 Dev Call#53 - January 18, 2019
February 1, 2019 Dev Call #54 - February 1, 2019
February 11, 2019 Ethereum Cat Herders Update#1 : EthereumCatHerders
March 15, 2019 Dev Call #57 - March 15, 2019
May 24, 2019 Dev Call #62 - May 24, 2019
July 18, 2019 Dev Call #65 - July 18, 2019
September 10, 2019 ProgPoW Audits Released - Ethereum Cat Herders - Medium
September 6, 2019 Dev Call #70 - September 6, 2019
November 1, 2019 Dev Call #74 - November 1, 2019
December 13, 2019 Dev Call #77 - December 13, 2019
January 24, 2019 Dev Call #79 - January 24, 2020
February 21, 2020 Dev Call#81 - February 21, 2020

News Articles

January 4, 2019 Ethereum Core Devs to Move Forward With ASIC-Resistant PoW Algorithm
January 5, 2019 Ethereum (ETH) Developers Plan to Implement ASIC-Resistant Proof of Work Mining Algorithm
January 7, 2019 BREAKING: Ethereum Classic (ETC) Hit With 51 Percent Attack A Week Before Ethereum (ETH) Constantinople Hard Fork – Crypto.IQ Bitcoin and Investment News from Inside Experts You Can Trust
January 8, 2019 ETH Dev Suggests Moving to ‘ASIC-Friendly Algorithm’ After ProgPoW Decision
January 8, 2019 Ethereum Miner Linzhi Calls Out Project Coders for Proposed ASIC Ban - CoinDesk
January 8, 2019 Ethereum (ETH) Core Developers Propose an ASIC Resistant Upgrade - Ethereum World News
January 9, 2019 Ethereum Classic (ETC) 51% attack proof that shitcoins have no hope of succeeding? CaptainAltcoin
January 9, 2019 What’s ProgPoW? Meet the hot new debate in the Ethereum community finder.com.au
January 18, 2019 Ethereum Core Devs Constantinople Meeting to Be Held on Jan 18
February 1, 2019 Ethereum Core Dev Call #54: Waiting for ProgPoW - The Block
February 3, 2019 Will Ethereum Adopt ‘ProgPoW,’ the ASIC-Resistant Mining Algorithm? CryptoSlate
February 4, 2019 Is Ethereum Going to be Adopting ASIC-Resistant ‘ProgPow’ as a Mining Algorithm?
February 15, 2019 Ethereum Core Dev Call #55: ProgPoW audits and Vitalik’s Phase 2 updates - The Block
February 15, 2019 Recompensas por minería en Ethereum llegan a mínimo histórico CriptoNoticias
February 28, 2019 Coinhive dice adiós a la minería web por caída del mercado CriptoNoticias
March 6, 2019 Ethereum Core Dev Meeting : ProgPow Implementation Receives More Than 50 Percent Votes from Miners - CryptoNewsZ
March 7, 2019 The ASIC Resistant Mining Campaign from Ethereum Miners Is Just Getting Started
March 12, 2019 Ethereum’s ProgPoW Proposal: An Expensive Game of Whack-a-Mole - CoinDesk
March 12, 2019 Ethereum’s ProgPoW Mining Change to Be Considered for Istanbul Upgrade - CoinDesk
March 14, 2019 As ProgPoW Aimed at Stopping ASIC Mining Gets Supporting Votes, New Conspiracies and Debates Appear
March 15, 2019 Ethereum’s ProgPow Mining Change Approved Again, But Timeline Unclear - CoinDesk
March 17, 2019 Ethereum Devs Once Again Approve ASIC-Resistant Algorithm ProgPoW
March 18, 2019 Ethereum (ETH) to Be ASIC-Resistant, No Date Set However - Cryptovest
March 27, 2019 Aumentan desacuerdos en Ethereum por decisión de avanzar con ProgPoW CriptoNoticias
March 29, 2019 Bitmain Co-founder, Jihan Wu: ASIC Miners Makes a Blockchain Network More Decentralized - Coindoo
April 8, 2019 A Fight Over Specialized Chips Threatens an Ethereum Split WIRED
April 26, 2019 Funding Approved for Audit of Ethereum’s ProgPoW Mining Proposal - CoinDesk
April 28, 2019 Ethereum Core Devs: Funding for ProgPoW 3rd-Party Audit Approved
April 20, 2019 Ethereum’s Recent Decline in Hashrate ‘Not Surprising’: Cyber Threat Expert Explains CryptoGlobe
June 14, 2019 Proposed Ethereum Istanbul Hard Fork Combed With A Fine Tooth at Cat Herders Meeting
July 13, 2019 ¿Qué es ProgPoW? La propuesta de algoritmo contra mineros ASIC en Ethereum CriptoNoticias
August 17, 2019 Ethereum: ProgPow will be activated on the mainnet next year as a part of Istanbul 2 - AMBCrypto
August 18, 2019 Ethereum’s ProgPoW To Be Released The First Quarter Of 2020 UseTheBitcoin
August 19, 2019 Ethereum to Switch to ProgPoW Mining Algorithm in Upcoming Istanbul Hard Fork
September 8, 2019 Ethereum: ProgPoW high level design goals are reasonable towards achieving its intended economic effect - AMBCrypto
September 11, 2019 Chinese Firm Linzhi Set To Mass Produce Ethereum and ETC ASIC Miners As Tests Go Live
September 18, 2019 Ethereum ProgPOW author uninvited from ETC Summit due to Craig Wright association CryptoSlate
September 19, 2019 Ethereum reveals launch dates for testing Istanbul - Decrypt
September 19, 2019 Hashing Out: ProgPoW Debate Kicks Up in Ethereum Community Again
September 19, 2019 ETC Summit Invitees List Has No Space for Kristy Minehan
September 22, 2019 Ethereum ProgPoW upgrade causing chain split more likely to be from the user side instead of the miner side - AMBCrypto
September 23, 2019 ProgPow advocate uninvited to Ethereum Classic Summit over links to Craig Wright
September 24, 2019 ProgPoW backer steps down from controversial role - Decrypt
September 25, 2019 ProgPOW author steps down as Core Scientific CTO, vows to implement algorithm on Ethereum CryptoSlate
September 25, 2019 Ethereum ProgPoW proponent Kristy-Leigh Minehan steps down citing perceived conflict of interest - AMBCrypto
September 25, 2019 Core Scientific CTO Steps Down To Push Through Ethereum ProgPOW
September 25, 2019 ProgPoW author Kristy-Leigh Minehan resigns as CTO of Core Scientific Cryptopolitan
September 26, 2019 New Ethereum ASIC dominates GPU mining performance CryptoSlate
September 26, 2019 New Ethereum ASIC Fuels Discord Among Ethereum Community
September 28, 2019 The (alleged) plot against the Ethereum network - Decrypt
October 9, 2019 ProgPoW, the Algorithm Dividing the Ethereum Community: a GPU Manufacturer Ploy? - Ethereum World News
October 9, 2019 Ethereum Hard Fork Is Coming — Here’s What You Need to Know About ‘Istanbul’ – BeInCrypto October 27, 2019 Ethereum ProgPoW’s raison d’etre: To be or not to be - AMBCrypto
November 4, 2019 Aragon Opposes Change to Ethereum’s Mining Algorithm Before 2.0 Version
November 7, 2019 Aragon community against Ethereum ProgPOW
November 8, 2019 Ethereum Istanbul Hard Fork Release Date Confirmed By Core Developer
November 16, 2019 Ethereum ProgPoW audit contributors on Gitcoin to be refunded in full - AMBCrypto
November 26, 2019 Ethereum’s Buterin: PoW algorithms offering medium-level ASIC resistance can be created - AMBCrypto
December 17, 2019 Ethereum devs move ProgPoW into ‘Eligible for Inclusion’ list - AMBCrypto
January 1, 2020 [Is the ASIC Resistance dream closer to reality, despite claims of it being a myth? - AMBCrypto](https://eng.ambcrypto.com/is-the-asic-resistance-dream-closer-to-reality-despite-claims-of-it-being-a-myth/
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2019.12.11 02:01 ij3k r/triplej's Best of 2019 - candidates for Best Unearthed Feature Artist

triplej's Best of 2019

In the lead-up to triplej's vote for the Best of 2019, each day we'll be posting the list of candidates for one of the four categories for you to refresh your memory and get thinking about who you might vote for.
And finally:
Voting will open on Sunday 15 December at 12 noon AEDT and run until Christmas Day.
Voting will be done via an external link. Please don't vote via comments as these won't be counted. But you are of course free to use the comments to discuss who you'll be voting for and why!
In each category, you'll be able to vote for 5 items, in order of preference.
  • Your 1st preference receives 2 points.
  • Your 2nd preference receives 1.75 points.
  • Your 3rd preference receives 1.5 points.
  • Your 4th preference receives 1.25 points.
  • Your 5th preference receives 1 point.
It's not mandatory to fill out all the preferences though, nor will it be mandatory to vote in all the categories.
Now check out this year’s Unearthed Feature Artists!
To open links in a new tab, hold Ctrl (Windows) or ⌘ (Mac) while clicking.
Date Artist Popular Track
17/12 Toyotomi Wasted (ft. MAX BLACK)
7/1 Pridelands Dark Sources
14/1 Tobiahs Sculpted
21/1 Grace Turner Easy I Fall
4/2 Fergus James Mistakes
11/2 Yours Truly Circles
18/2 Dulcie Fall
25/2 Nerve Sunday Roast (ft. JK-47)
4/3 RedHook Only Bones
18/3 Cry Club DFTM
25/3 Windwaker My Empire
1/4 Ivey Talk Talk
8/4 Choomba Wantchu
15/4 Jess Day Affection
15/4 Tones and I Dance Monkey
22/4 Kirklandd Impulse (ft. Zellow)
29/4 yergurl Girls Like Me
6/5 Stevan Timee
13/5 Spacey Jane Good for You
20/5 Kinder No Sleep
27/5 HVWKS Red Light
3/6 Essie Holt Give Me the Night
17/6 Teen Jesus and the Jean Teasers See You in a Bit (I Still Care)
24/6 Death by Denim Wiggy
1/7 Hoodzy Young Girl Steez
8/7 Miiesha Drowning
15/7 TOWNS Safe to Say
22/7 Saint Lane Zip Code
29/7 Approachable Members of Your Local Community Strangest Places (ft. Dulcie)
19/8 EGOISM What Are We Doing?
26/8 semantics Talk to Me
9/9 Chelsea Manor Breathe
23/9 Debbies What Do I Know
7/10 Dave Winnel Smoke Machine
7/10 A.GIRL Play
14/10 Hazlett Suncats
21/10 Ocean Sleeper Light in My Dark
28/10 SCABZ Feel Good Summer
4/11 BOI Sick of Loving You
11/11 flowerkid Boy with the Winfields and the Wild Heart
18/11 Jaguar Jonze Kill Me with Your Love
25/11 GANGZ 3350
2/12 Sycco Peacemaker
9/12 Squid Fishing DELUSIONAL
That's all for now - get to work on sorting out your top 5, and stay tuned to /triplej for voting details on Sunday!
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2019.11.05 10:02 TitusVI I just cant bring myself to contact women or do the dating game

I try to overcome my introvert self and even something as easy as contacting agirl i knew and ask her out I cant bring msyself to do it.
It takes days to think about it and now I cant do it. I'm now 34 and try to change to finally get something done in life but I feel at this point I'm so introberted I cant bring myself to do anything it sad. Even online dating takes to much energy for me to constantly write stuff and I cantb ring myself to do it every day.
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2019.10.02 04:03 mathacoo2003 Gwen s18 status

Given Gwen’s residency dates, I think it’s almost impossible that she returns for season 18 as they conflict with voice filming dates... Thoughts? https://www.ticketmaster.com/gwen?camefrom=CFC_CAESARSENT_PHV_GwenStefaniJustAGirl https://1iota.com/show/178/the-voice
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2019.09.28 20:34 mathacoo2003 Gwen’s residency dates

Given Gwen’s residency dates, I think it’s almost impossible that she returns for season 18 as they conflict with voice filming dates... Thoughts? https://www.ticketmaster.com/gwen?camefrom=CFC_CAESARSENT_PHV_GwenStefaniJustAGirl https://1iota.com/show/178/the-voice
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2019.09.27 00:56 Anthony-AltcoinXP Canaan's new ASIC is a Pipe Dream, not an Ethereum Threat

So, yesterday Kristy-Leigh Minehan posted on Twitter that a company named Canaan announced an ASIC that is capable of 0.68W/Mhs
That's 2200Mh/s running at 1500w
https://twitter.com/OhGodAGirl/status/1176938519866089473
Here is a list of how it compares to other ASICs and GPUs.
https://blog.miningstore.com/blog/ethereum-mining-hardware-for-2019
She used this tweet to promote the need for ProgPoW
Today, I am attempting to explain that Canaan is not a threat to centralize Ethereum mining with their ASICs.
First, I cannot find any information regarding Canaan announcing an Ethereum ASIC other than Kristy's twitter post
There is only one article written about it and it uses Kristy's twitter post as their source.
https://cryptoslate.com/ethereum-asic-dominates-gpu-performance/
Nothing on Canaan's website talks about this miner
Nor does Canaan's twitter account mention anything like this.
If we look closely at Kristy's twitter picture, you can see the Canaan Ethereum miner will be called the V10.
I cannot find any info anywhere on this miner.
You would think that if Canaan is unveiling a new product, they would be talking about it more to spread awareness and raise hype, but they aren't.
I mean, they made a big to-do when they announced the A10 bitcoin miner in March, so why are they posting nothing about the V10 ethereum miner.
https://twitter.com/canaanio/status/1111513725733724160
And a google search will show many many more articles written about the bitcoin A10 after its announcement.
I'm not saying the announcement isn't real, just that I find it odd that the company isn't talking about it themselves.
Canaan did respond to a tweet from “cryptoState”, the writer's of the article based on Kristy's tweet.
Canaan replied that the v10 is not an official worldwide Canaan product.
https://twitter.com/canaanio/status/1177088253431668736
and further in the cryptostate article, Canaan says “It is a little hard to explain, but those are not products designed and built by Canaan engineering. They are products sold by the domestic sales team and are not an official worldwide Canaan product,”
I do not know what that means exactly. If it means it's not an official Canaan product, or that it won't be available worldwide, or what.
But this is the first clue to me that it isn't anything to worry about.
If it's not an official Canaan product, then it doesn't seem like it will have support from Canaan to bring it to market.
It won't be marketed by Canaan, use it's supply chain, it's business resources and contacts, use it's support system, or be built by Canaan.
Next, yes 0.68W/Mhs is more efficient than GPUs, but that isn't all that matters when miners choose the devices to use.
What matters also is how much the machine costs.
If the V10 is price too high, then it's not something to worry about.
Without a price, Kristy can't claim in good faith that the V10 is something Ethereum needs to worry about and a reason ProgPoW needs to be adopted.
I'm not sure how to price the thing, myself, but at current ETH prices and hashrate, it would make $2200 in 4 months.
I think generally ASIC mfgs price their machines to break even in 3-4 months.
So that would be the machine will cost around $2200.
BUT, that's only if ONE machine is running on the network.
The more machines on the network, the less profitable they are.
If we look at the Avalon A1066, it's november batch costs $1390, and has a break-even time of 464 months at current bitcoin prices.
So it seems to me the Canaan V10 will be quite a bit more expensive than $2200.
Which doesn't make it feasible for that many people to buy.
Next, there was no product on display at the New Era Mining Summit, where this product was announced.
Only some graphics of numbers they claim.
Nor can I find any technical documentation talking about how they plan to achieve the advertised hashrate
I tweeted Kristy telling her that this seems, at best, like just an idea to me, to help them raise money and that it takes more than an idea to bring an ASIC to market.
https://twitter.com/AltcoinXP/status/1177290387205054464
Kristy then blocked me on Twitter and told me to stop spreading misinformation.
https://imgur.com/lWEAWbd
So, now let's talk about the article I replied to her with, claiming that Canaan doesn't have enough funding for this.
Granted, I said this without doing as much research as I could've, but let's see if what I said holds true.
Here is the article I linked in the tweet.
https://www.coindesk.com/avalon-bitcoin-miner-maker-canaan-is-plotting-another-ipo-attempt
Notice the date this article was published. March 27th 2019.
Notice that Avalon announce their Bitcoin A10 miner the next day.
https://twitter.com/canaanio/status/1111513725733724160
Perhaps to help attract funding from new investors, which the Coindesk article says they haven't been able to bring on any new investors in a long time.
I'm not going to cite the whole article here, read it for yourself, but it generally explains that Canaan is unable to attract new funding.
Also, Xianfu Lui, a 17.2% shareholder in Canaan left the company in February, so I doubt he invested money into Canaan.
https://www.coindesk.com/co-founder-quits-avalon-mining-chip-maker-canaan-over-differences
Here are some more Coindesk articles speaking about Canaan trying to raise money.
https://www.coindesk.com/huobi-plans-backdoor-ipo-attempt-in-hong-kong-document-suggests
“After mining giant Bitmain’s IPO attempt in Hong Kong was allowed to expire, apparently due to reluctance from HKEX, it’s reportedly now planning to list in the U.S. Another miner manufacturer, Canaan Creative, is also reported to have already confidentially filed in the U.S. after a failed HKEX attempt. “
https://www.coindesk.com/bitcoin-miner-maker-canaan-confidentially-files-for-ipo-in-us-report
https://www.coindesk.com/bitcoin-miner-canaans-ipo-likely-delayed-after-hong-kong-filing-expires
“The Reuters report, citing anonymous sources, further said the HKEX and financial regulators in Hong Kong have raised questions over Canaan’s business model, given the volatile nature of cryptocurrencies. As such, the news agency said the IPO might not go ahead this year, since there have been no updates from a listing hearing with the HKEX. “
So seems to be Caanan is having a hard time finding funding for their endeavors. Pretty much every single article on Coindesk about them is about them trying to get funding and failing at it.
So do they have enough money to bring the V10 to market AND bring enough V10s to be a problem?
They would need to produce 45,000 units to get 50% of the Ethereum mining power.
Current network is 197TH/s https://bitinfocharts.com/ethereum/
Currently Bitmain is estimated to have produced less than 20,000 units since the Antminer E3's announcement in April 2018.
https://www.reddit.com/ethereum/comments/d8fuvj/an_argument_against_progpow_a_day_part_1/f1axc2c/
https://www.coindesk.com/bitmain-confirms-release-first-ever-ethereum-asic-miners
Bitmain being a much larger company than Canaan, it seems unlikely they will produce 45,000 units quick enough to become a problem.
Anyway,
For those of you that don't know, Canaan manages the Avalon bitcoin ASICs and have done so since 2014. Canaan is fulling in charge of Avalon.
https://en.bitcoin.it/wiki/Avalon
Maybe I should've said that sooner, I don't know. I'm just typing as I come up with stuff.
But we can look at Avalon's bitcoin past to determine what the future ethereum miner supply might look like. Keep in mind though, this was also during a time when they were well-funded.
I'm not sure what their bank account looks like now, but they have been in the red every year since their existance, so I have to assume they have less money now than when they were releasing bitcoin miners
Avalon announce the A10 March 2019, and started shipping pre-orders in October 2019.
If the V10 follows suit, we won't see a V10 in the hands of miners until April 2020
https://www.coindesk.com/demand-for-new-bitcoin-miners-is-again-outstripping-supply
Ok, I'm done. That's all I put together and why I don't believe the Canaan ASIC that was announced is a concern warranting the immediate adoption of ProgPoW
Thanks for reading.
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2019.03.01 14:05 Squeewockle Lesbian Fanfiction Recommendation: All the Wayhaught

Hello! So, someone the other day asked for some fan fiction recommendations, and I happily jumped to the task. But now I think maybe I could recommend some for anyone else who might be looking for some interesting fan fics but don't necessarily want to spend hours wading through them to find the ones they like. I've been hooked on Wynonna Earp and Wayhaught for a while, and have had the chance to build up a collection of lesbian fan fictions I enjoy from some truly talented members of the Earper community.
Note, all are from Archive of our Own. Credit goes to all of these wonderful writers. I prefer stories with substance, so most are 30k +.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/11340672/chapters/25380681
One-Eighty by Sensitive Pigeon. AU where Waverly and Nicole are astronauts stuck on Mars for 180 days. Writer did a lot of research, and although they've not posted in a while, there is enough here in the story to have everything you could possibly need in it. Honestly I just love this one.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/15878469/chapters/36997599
Forged in Fire by TacosAreTasty33. AU where Nicole's an art gallery director and Waverly's an incredibly talented glass artist. I think this writer will go far, as they really sink their teeth into the descriptions and their love of the characters in this. This same author has other stories that I think are excellent as well, so worth checking out their other stuff.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/16171007/chapters/37784963
I Feel College by Rainbowbus. AU where Wynonna is Nicole's roommate and manages to gloriously get on Nicole's nerves trying to get her laid with someone else (not expecting Nicole to be interested in her sister, Waverly, though, otherwise she might just commit murder.) Very laugh out loud story that had me giggling at the stupid antics these characters get up to.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/16958055/chapters/39851907
Who Wants to Live Forever? by LuckyWantsToKnow. (Check out other stuff by this author too!) AU based on Highlander, where Nicole is our brave Scottish immortal who experiences a lot of pain, heartbreak and love throughout her long years... but there's some hope on the horizon...

https://archiveofourown.org/works/17477843/chapters/41161856
Half the World Away by HaughtScot. Cute story where Waverly's a dancer performing in Edinburgh for a few weeks, and Nicole's there working as a tour guide, helpful when Waverly gets lost in a new city... ;)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/7353505/chapters/16703140
Open Range Hearts by thewaywedo33. AU where the Earps own a ranch and hire a new ranchhand by the name of Nicole Haught. Sweet story with some serious chemistry build up. Also has Haught on a Horse, because who doesn't want a lesbian riding a horse.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/13280580/chapters/30389673
throw all your hells to the heavens by maidenstar. This is a The Mummy AU, and it's glorious. If you ever liked The Mummy, and Wynonna Earp, then stay here for the gay (and the mummy and the curse).

https://archiveofourown.org/works/11596461/chapters/26064990
If your Dear Heart is Wounded my Wild Heart Bleeds with Yours by EmJayAnders. Hogwarts AU, and the best Hogwarts AU I've seen (but tbh I've liked a few.). Progresses through the years with eventual Wayhaught in the later years.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/12340086/chapters/28064235
your heirs know not your tombs by breezered. Didn't know what to expect starting this, ended up pleasantly surprised by the writing, characterization, dialogue and humor. This is a great AU where the Earps are instead treasure hunters going on a long road trip chasing rumors, and meeting a very outdoorsy Nicole Haught along the way who turns out to be super useful. Although not complete, there's enough here to enjoy and I think well worth the read.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/7585363/chapters/17259580
Where the hell did you come from? by Rehizle_28. Waverly broke up with Champ Hardy. Her sister, being Wynonna and all, encourages Waverly to let loose and have some fun. Waverly gets blackout drunk and has a one night stand. She wakes up, freaks when she realizes she slept with a woman, and runs off before learning the woman's identity. That woman, however, recently made a police officer in the little town of Purgatory, remembers everything, cue awkward interactions and a growing attraction between them.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/17607380/chapters/41507831
What a Lovely Way to Burn by Bootsncatz and LuckyWantsToKnow. I ALSO RECOMMEND ANYTHING ELSE BY BOOTSNCATZ AS WELL, SHE HAS WRITTEN A LOT AND JUST GETS BETTER AND BETTER AND WE'D BE HERE FOREVER IF I LINKED ALL HER FICS. Choosing this one, however, because although it's 5 chapters in out of the 10 planned, this is being updated regularly and is honestly excellent. 1950s AU set in that suburban husband/wife hellscape where the woman is the perfect little housewife with her perfect apron and oven baking and book clubs and apparently smoking cigarettes is recommended by the doctor and everyone loves their sanitary belts...
But with some slight murder added in. Very original and speckled with dark humor, foreshadowing, quality writing and of course, Nicole Haught being your lesbian who is overly skilled with lumber. (And engineering, and anything, really.)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/11963265/chapters/27052029
heartbeat pounding this is the moment by SJAandDWfan. This author really wanted someone to combine the gay with equestrian olympics, and then decided to go and do it themselves. Result, we have our Canadian equestrian riders attempting to qualify for the olympics, and Waverly's doing her best with her feisty horse, Peacemaker. And another excellent rider is Nicole Haught... sparks fly, and competitions gotta be won.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/14685099/chapters/33929493
Finding Home Again by Grace Kay (Drummerchick7). AU set in the early 2000s where Nicole's been kicked out of her home and accepted into Randy Nedley's home instead. She starts school in Purgatory, and the chemistry sparks between her and Waverly. Enough here to enjoy, hoping the author's still updating. (Last update was two months ago.)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/13635822/chapters/31314582
I don't need your help by Holyshihtzu. Incomplete, but enough to enjoy. Not sure if author is revisiting, but it's Waverly who ends up having to share a cabin with a woodsy Nicole, and we all like woodsy Nicole. Cue Waverly questioning things. Lots of things.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/14576295/chapters/33683463
Arms Open by AGirlWithPicturesInHerMind. Looking forward to more by this author. In this, we have Asshole!Nicole! who doesn't do crushes or dates, but she's going to have to revise her initial way of thinking and lifestyle when she crashes into Waverly Earp.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/11954646/chapters/27029886
Knowing by BaggerHeda. This is a plotless smutfic, but it's honestly some of the best writing I've seen for something smut based. Check out the author's other little fics too if you're looking for a good time, uh, cough, well written smut. I don't usually like to look at pure smut because I like my story building and the growing chemistry between characters before things happen, but uh, ya. Check this out if this is your thing.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/12707793/chapters/28979634
Into the Robot Wild by Junecleavage8. I don't think the author is coming back to finish this one, but there's enough to enjoy. AU where things are more tech based, and we have some incredibly realistic robot tech coming from Revenance Corporation. Waverly is Robot!Nicole!'s handler, but there' a bit more plot wise to be thrown in the reader's face.

There are more I think worth reading, but let's not be here all day, shall we...? Hope these recommendations help!








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2019.01.08 16:21 Xazax310 What is ProgPoW? Why Ethereum needs it moving forward.

Update: ASIC Manufacture say they can make a ProgPoW ASIC

Disclosure, I'm a avid GPU miner with some 90 Nvidia GPUs running out of my garage. I've been in and out of the mining scene since 2011,2014, and recently 2017. I Hold BTC, ETH, RVN. I directly benefit from them moving to ProgPOW, but not without a good reason. Every-time I've gotten into home GPU mining ASICs comes out BTC, LTC, I've had to give up every time. I refuse to see it happen to another excellent coin.

I've been a proponent of Ethereum following there ASIC resistance stance outlined in the original white-paper. Now that ProgPOW has been given the "Green-light" by Hudson Jameson to move forward with ProgPOW. I really think its time to discuss the Algorithm. What it is, who created it, why Ethereum needs it and dismiss crazy theories such as Nvidia funding development.

Before we start highly suggest everyone watch BitsBeTrippin's video where she breaks down ProgPOW at devcon4.

A Quick breakdown of What is ProgPOW?
ProgPoW is a proof-of-work algorithm designed to close the efficency gap available to specialized ASICs. It utilizes almost all parts of commodity hardware (GPUs), and comes pre-tuned for the most common hardware utilized in the Ethereum network.

From reading the white paper listed on Github the main idea behind ProgPOW is NOT to achieve total ASIC-resistance. The idea is to kill the 50-1000x Efficiency gains from specialized ASIC hardware. Such as what we saw recently with Equihash 200/9 coins where 50x was achieved over GPUs. ProgPOW algorithm uses most of the GPU minus a few parts. It takes the original Eth-Hash algorithm and add more features.
The main elements of the algorithm are:
ProgPOW will Inherit Eth-Hash current DAG size meaning 2GB and 3GB will not be able to mine still. Additionally no advantage is given to Either Nvidia or AMD GPUs
ProgPoW has been designed to be a vendor-neutral proof-of-work, or more specifically, proof-of-GPU. ProgPoW has intentionally avoided using features that only one core architecture has, such as LOP3 on NVIDIA, or indexed register files on AMD.

According to Kristy, she has had direct contact with AMD and Nvidia on testing ProgPOW.
As part of its review process, ProgPoW was submitted to (and reviewed by) both AMD and NVIDIA engineers. The group known as IfDefElse — of which I am a part of — has been actively working with both companies to ensure this effectively closes the efficiency gap that we speak publicly of in our papers and articles
This does not mean one side is favored over the other. She's giving and getting input from the major GPU manufactures in order to support Crypto-mining. Additionally she says "AMD is actively working with us to optimize ProgPoW for their architectures.". Using ProgPOW optimized for GPUs rids us of bowing to Bitmain, innosilicon, halong and there scandalous ways for hardware.

ProgPOW IS NOT the "God-sent savior of all GPUS" Even Kristy understand that complete ASIC-resistance is a fallacy. This will never be achieved. However By working with GPU manufactures and Crypto Dev's we can make a coin where GPUs run along-side with ASICs, but the efficiency gains are diluted. Meaning the time and money invested into an ProgPOW ASIC machine does not make economical sense. Rather just buy the actual GPU.

Quote sources from Kristy's Medium article.

Why does Ethereum need ProgPOW?

I suggest reading Siacoin's good medium article on the subject of ASICs.
It's too much to cover here but in short why we need ProgPOW against current ASICs
At his point in time we actually don't need ProgPOW. However we do need it as time goes on. Early Bitcoin ASICs didn't dominate BTC however as time went on, they became better more efficient than GPUs, and started dominating BTC's network. The same fate happens to any "ASIC-Resistant coin" that decides it's not a big deal (looking at you ZEN). Without a set date on POS Ethereum would have suffered the same fate. As Siacoin Dev states;
We also had loose designs for ethash (Ethereum’s algorithm). Admittedly, ethash was not as easily amenable to ASICs as equihash, but as we’ve seen from products on the market today, you can still do well enough to obsolete GPUs.
What makes ASICs bad? Isn't it better to get Hash/watt ratio? This saves tons of electric. One of PoW biggest faults. I think there is nothing bad about the ASICs hardware. Equihash ASICs achieved 20 1080ti level hashrate at 1/20 of the power. That's impressive. The problem with ASIC hardware is who, where it comes from, and there shady business practices.

  1. "It’s estimated that Monero’s secret ASICs made up more than 50% of the hashrate for almost a full year before discovery, and during that time, nobody noticed." How much of ETH hashrate could be ASICs? We won't know till the fork.
  2. I've heard a lot that ASICs aren't all that big of a deal. Focus on POS. Take in account Siacoins own network hashrate which allowed bitmain/innosilicon ASICs on the network till they forked in favor of their own ASICs after just a year (Siacoins drops 96% network hashrate).
  3. "In the case of Halong’s Decred miner, we saw them “sell out” of an unknown batch size of $10,000 miners. After that, it was observed that more than 50% of the mining rewards were collecting into a single address that was known to be associated with Halong, meaning that they did keep the majority of the hashrate and profits to themselves." GPU manufactures would not and cannot be do the same.
ASICs destroy networks, centralize the pools, and hardware. Leading to them to be controlled by large entity in this case its Chinese companies. Anyone who thinks otherwise is fool. Of course this doesn't happen overnight, hence my original statement that we don't need ProgPoW now. In a years time that may totally change and it will be far to late.

GPUs allow anyone to support the network. Think of the crypto run-up. Fry's Electronics, Microceneter, online E-tailers were SOLD OUT OF GPUs. Think of that! People were buying GPUs to support the network for token rewards(worth money) How many new miners, people, got interested in crypto because of this? How about friends who saw the rigs and word of mouth spread that you could go out buy a graphics card, built a rig, and earn money? obviously we know the effects because it wasn't sustainable in the remotest. However it's an attest that GPU mineable coins makes it accessible to everyone.

For Ethereum to successfully go POS it cannot hand it network over to ASIC mining companies in the meantime. POS is on an unknown release date/timeframe. I understand Vitalk does not like PoW however that's what currently securing the network. Because of this Ethereum must maintain as much decentralization as possible with GPU mining. This is what ProgPOW does. It gives AMD and Nvidia GPUs the advantage they need over ASICs created by Bitmain or others. It allows me to continue to secure the Ethereum network with my 90 GPUs until full POS switch.

Conclusion
Did it have to be ProgPOW? No, as UBIQ has shown they created there own unique ASIC-resistant algorithm. ProgPOW was given to us by the Ifdefelse team completed. This required no work from the ETH devs at all. It's open source and has been reviewed by the Etheruem Dev team. If they haven't found any issues with it yet, I don't see why we cannot implement it.

An argument can be made that if we do switch we risk security, because we'll lose network hashrate and decrease the cost to attack the network. I have two things to say to that. One, since ProgPOW is new, Nicehash has not added it to it's network to rent yet. I wouldn't know how long nicehash would take to it add it, but it gives us a short while to get people on new ETH POW network. Additionally to attack the network, they would need massive coordination from GPU mining farms. Such a thing has never been recorded.

The 51% attacks that have happened recently (BCD/BTG/ZEN) and as of 1/8/18, ETC. These were all ASIC mineable coins. In the case of equihash coins, an ASIC that achieved 50x more efficiency had just came to market. It's not proven, but it leads me to believe a bad actor with early access to ASICs was able to attack those coins. All except ZEN have switched to Zhash algorithm. Even ZCASH/Zelcash has funded ProgPOW development. While I disagree they should do this, because that's entirely the problem too many coins using too many of the same algorithm, in the end it's up to the devs.

TL:DR; ASIC-Resistance is futile and a fallacy. PoS or other solutions are needed but to get there we need to keep PoW as Decentralized as possible this is what ProgPOW does.


Update 10/10/19 See medium article on ProgPoW FAQs.
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2019.01.08 16:14 Xazax310 What is ProgPoW? Why Ethereum needs it moving forward.

Update: ASIC Manufacture say they can make a ProgPoW ASIC

Disclosure, I'm a avid GPU miner with some 90 Nvidia GPUs running out of my garage. I've been in and out of the mining scene since 2011,2014, and recently 2017. I Hold BTC, ETH, RVN. I directly benefit from them moving to ProgPOW, but not without a good reason. Everytime I've gotten into home GPU mining ASICs comes out BTC, LTC, I've had to give up every time. I refuse to see it happen to another excellent coin.

I've been a proponent of Ethereum following there ASIC resistance stance outlined in the original white-paper. Now that ProgPOW has been given the "Green-light" by Hudson Jameson to move forward with ProgPOW. I really think its time to discuss the Algorithm. What it is, who created it, why Ethereum needs it and dismiss crazy theories such as Nvidia funding development.

Before we start highly suggest everyone watch BitsBeTrippin's video where she breaks down ProgPOW at devcon4.

A Quick breakdown of What is ProgPOW?
ProgPoW is a proof-of-work algorithm designed to close the efficency gap available to specialized ASICs. It utilizes almost all parts of commodity hardware (GPUs), and comes pre-tuned for the most common hardware utilized in the Ethereum network.

From reading the white paper listed on Github the main idea behind ProgPOW is NOT to achieve total ASIC-resistance. The idea is to kill the 50-1000x Efficiency gains from specialized ASIC hardware. Such as what we saw recently with Equihash 200/9 coins where 50x was achieved over GPUs. ProgPOW algorithm uses most of the GPU minus a few parts. It takes the original Eth-Hash algorithm and add more features.
The main elements of the algorithm are:
ProgPOW will Inherit Eth-Hash current DAG size meaning 2GB and 3GB will not be able to mine still. Additionally no advantage is given to Either Nvidia or AMD GPUs
ProgPoW has been designed to be a vendor-neutral proof-of-work, or more specifically, proof-of-GPU. ProgPoW has intentionally avoided using features that only one core architecture has, such as LOP3 on NVIDIA, or indexed register files on AMD.

According to Kristy, she has had direct contact with AMD and Nvidia on testing ProgPOW.
As part of its review process, ProgPoW was submitted to (and reviewed by) both AMD and NVIDIA engineers. The group known as IfDefElse — of which I am a part of — has been actively working with both companies to ensure this effectively closes the efficiency gap that we speak publicly of in our papers and articles
This does not mean one side is favored over the other. She's giving and getting input from the major GPU manufactures in order to support Crypto-mining. Additionally she says "AMD is actively working with us to optimize ProgPoW for their architectures.". Using ProgPOW optimized for GPUs rids us of bowing to Bitmain, innosilicon, halong and there scandalous ways for hardware.

ProgPOW IS NOT the "God-sent savior of all GPUS" Even Kristy understand that complete ASIC-resistance is a fallacy. This will never be achieved. However By working with GPU manufactures and Crypto Dev's we can make a coin where GPUs run along-side with ASICs, but the efficiency gains are diluted. Meaning the time and money invested into an ProgPOW ASIC machine does not make economical sense. Rather just buy the actual GPU.

Quote sources from Kristy's Medium article.

Why does Ethereum need ProgPOW?

I suggest reading Siacoin's good medium article on the subject of ASICs.
It's too much to cover here but in short why we need ProgPOW against current ASICs and future ASICs
At his point in time we actually don't need ProgPOW. However we do need it as time goes on. Early Bitcoin ASICs didn't dominate BTC however as time went on, they became better more efficient than GPUs, and started dominating BTC's network. The same fate happens to any "ASIC-Resistant coin" that decides it's not a big deal (looking at you ZEN). Without a set date on POS Ethereum would have suffered the same fate. As Siacoin Dev states;
We also had loose designs for ethash (Ethereum’s algorithm). Admittedly, ethash was not as easily amenable to ASICs as equihash, but as we’ve seen from products on the market today, you can still do well enough to obsolete GPUs.
What makes ASICs bad? Isn't it better to get Hash/watt ratio? This saves tons of electric. One of PoW biggest faults. I think there is nothing bad about the ASICs hardware. Equihash ASICs achieved 20 1080ti level hashrate at 1/20 of the power. That's impressive. The problem with ASIC hardware is who, where it comes from, and there shady business practices.

  1. "It’s estimated that Monero’s secret ASICs made up more than 50% of the hashrate for almost a full year before discovery, and during that time, nobody noticed." How much of ETH hashrate could be ASICs? We won't know till the fork.
  2. I've heard a lot that ASICs aren't all that big of a deal. Focus on POS. Take in account Siacoins own network hashrate which allowed bitmain/innosilicon ASICs on the network till they forked in favor of their own ASICs after just a year (Siacoins drops 96% network hashrate).
  3. "In the case of Halong’s Decred miner, we saw them “sell out” of an unknown batch size of $10,000 miners. After that, it was observed that more than 50% of the mining rewards were collecting into a single address that was known to be associated with Halong, meaning that they did keep the majority of the hashrate and profits to themselves." GPU manufactures would not and cannot be do the same.
ASICs destroy networks, centralize the pools, and hardware. Leading to them to be controlled by large entity in this case its Chinese companies. Anyone who thinks otherwise is fool. Of course this doesn't happen overnight, hence my original statement that we don't need ProgPoW now. In a years time that may totally change and it will be far to late.

GPUs allow anyone to support the network. Think of the crypto run-up. Fry's Electronics, Microceneter, online E-tailers were SOLD OUT OF GPUs. Think of that! People were buying GPUs to support the network for token rewards(worth money) How many new miners, people, got interested in crypto because of this? How about friends who saw the rigs and word of mouth spread that you could go out buy a graphics card, built a rig, and earn money? obviously we know the effects because it wasn't sustainable in the remotest. However it's an attest that GPU mineable coins makes it accessible to everyone.

For Ethereum to successfully go POS it cannot hand it network over to ASIC mining companies in the meantime. POS is on an unknown release date/timeframe. I understand Vitalk does not like PoW however that's what currently securing the network. Because of this Ethereum must maintain as much decentralization as possible with GPU mining. This is what ProgPOW does. It gives AMD and Nvidia GPUs the advantage they need over ASICs created by Bitmain or others. It allows me to continue to secure the Ethereum network with my 90 GPUs until full POS switch.

Conclusion
Did it have to be ProgPOW? No, as UBIQ has shown they created there own unique ASIC-resistant algorithm. ProgPOW was given to us by the Ifdefelse team completed. This required no work from the ETH devs at all. It's open source and has been reviewed by the Etheruem Dev team. If they haven't found any issues with it yet, I don't see why we cannot implement it.

An argument can be made that if we do switch we risk security, because we'll lose network hashrate and decrease the cost to attack the network. I have two things to say to that. One since ProgPOW is new, Nicehash has not added it to it's network to rent yet. I wouldn't know how long nicehash would take to it add it, but it gives us a short while to get people on new ETH POW network. Additionally to attack the network, they would need massive coordination from GPU mining farms. Such a thing has never been recorded.

The 51% attacks that have happened recently (BCD/BTG/ZEN) and as of 1/8/18, ETC. These were all ASIC mineable coins. In the case of equihash coins, an ASIC that achieved 50x more efficiency had just came to market. It's not proven, but it leads me to believe a bad actor with early access to ASICs was able to attack those coins. All except ZEN have switched to Zhash algorithm. Even ZCASH/Zelcash has funded ProgPOW development. While I disagree they should do this, because that's entirely the problem too many coins using too many of the same algorithm, in the end it's up to the devs.

TL:DR; ASIC-Resistance is futile and a fallacy. PoS or other solutions are needed but to get there we need to keep PoW as Decentralized as possible this is what ProgPOW does.


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2018.10.15 01:20 TheTrueman13 Is it weird that aGirl asked me on a date instead of me asking her on a date?

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2018.09.16 20:10 cobalt1728 I need help about late virginity and sexual failure

High school was an okay experience, I had a small group of friends on the cross country team, however I never really felt that close to them and always felt like I was never really part of the group. I never went to ANY of the school dances at all. I simply had no prospects. I did try to approach some girls in class and outside of school but I was always shot down. I never was overtly bullied, but I did put up with some pretty significant disrespect from my peers. Once time a “friend of mine” said that I was ugly infront of a group of girls that we were at a coffee shop at. I did not do anything about it. Those group of friends then told me I needed to drive our other friend home which was way out of my way and I did it anyway. I look back at this and Cringe.
There was a time as well when I was in a computer typing class in high school and I got into a confrontation with another guy. He said that I was the ugliest kid in the school. It escalated into him challenging me to a fight and I regretfully backed down like a pussy. I believed that “violence was bad” when in reality, violence is what solves problems and keeps people in line. A girl that I tried to ask out witnessed this and now I know why I was turned down. YOUNG WOMEN, IN HIGH SCHOOL ESPECIALLY, WANT A GUY WHO IS NOT AFRAID TO BE THREATENING AND USE VIOLENCE.
Another embarrassing event was during track, the whole team always did a warm up run around the track, guys and girls together. A fellow teammate completety pulled my pants down infront of the whole team. I am not hung very well (I was always worried about my size as society basically says it’s the most important part about a man, I eventualy grew to dead average size thank the lord) and I am sure I looked really small. At the time I laughed about because I really didn’t give a shit but as time has moved on, I should’ve threatened to bash his fucking skull in.
At the end of highschool, I started feeling the signs of depression and my self esteem was basically declining. I had a dream of joining the airforce to become a fighter pilot or being a doctor or lawyer. I was sure that I was going to be a doctor or a fighter pilot. At this time I thought that I was still able to accomplish either one of these.
Went to college at a state university (a known party school) at 19.
I realize what a mistake it was to go to a school like this, where the only thing that is important is drinking and acting like a fucking moron. However, I did have some good times at this school and it wasn’t ALL bad. I started off in the dorms and I knew that I was going to major in engineering, as I can always become a laywer, or doctor after getting an engineering degree or just do a bachelors and get a job after that. I met some cool people on my floor. It was fun. I did go to some parties during my time at that school. It was during some of these parties that I realized that I was behind the curve when it came to sexual experiences. The scenario always looks like this, group of guys or guys and girls are ina circle doing a drinking game or outside smoking cigarattes. The subject of virginity WOULD ALWAYS come up during drinking games especially. The first few times it happened I was honest and did say that I never had sex. I could always tell and see the fucking resentment and judgment in the people eyes and faces around when I would reveal such information. Another classic scenario is during “locker room” talk with some friends and talking about stories of having sex in closets or cars or things of that nature. I always never had any cool stories to tell so I would either just smile or I would flat out leave the situation before anyone can tell that I have nothing to tell. After enough times, this became a source of anxiety and self hatred. It began to naw at me throughout the day. This is during freshman and sophomore years. There was one friend who, during one of these drinking games, laughed at my face. He was a nerdy short fat kid so I have no idea how he had the balls to do that to me. I should have fought him.
So now, at this time I am now 21 or 22 and am a junior at college. I am living off campus with a group of guys that I met. These roommates were super nerdy, smoked a metric ton of pot a day and played video games all day. They made no attempt to improve themselves at all really, but I needed a place to live and all the other people on my floor created alliances, if you will, with each other and excluded me, from what I can tell. I did enjoy living with these roommates as they were good people at heart and were fun for the most part. It is also during this time that I started wondering what was wrong with me in that I never had any luck with girls at all. I did try approaching girls around campus and I would have conversations and phone numbers but they always would never respond.
I then started to believe that I was ugly, thanks to my failure with girls and the fact that the kid in highschool said I was the ugliest kid in the school. I became obsessed with being as muscular as possible and as lean as possible. I started spending upwards of 3 hours in the gym a day doing endless amounts of weights and cardio. I started to look good. I was never fat in college, but I was not really ripped either.
I started noticing more attention and some interest from girls. I immediately associated increased muscularity with better response from women. How could I ignore that trend that was so obviously true?
At this time I also found “the Manosphere” which consists of “theredpill” and other type communities of men with similar stories to mine. I begain to digest the information on theredpill on reddit and could not believe the lies that had been sold to me my entire life. I started to implement the strategies which includeded, “fake it till you make it” confidence, and push pull techniques in which you would act aloof and that you don’t give a shit about the girl you are interacting with. I always knew the society looks down upon and shuns virgin or inexperience men, but theredpill taught me that women actively despise these men and that you never EVER reveal any type of inexperience, yet alone virginity.
I had my first sexual encounter at 22 I believe with a girl from one of my engineering classes. She was below average in looks and I almost feel bad about doing this, but I was so depressed with where I was that I felt like I just needed to get sex over with so that I knew what it was like so I decided to try to have sex. I was not attracted to her really and obviously it did not go well, I could not get hard at all. I got concerned about my performance.
It was sometime after that that I was in a class, I forget which one it was, where a girl in the class found me on facebook and introduced herself to me. I recognized her and I went to talk to her in class and she was so nervous that she ran away from me. Lol. Long story short I thought she was cute and we went on an ice cream date. I remember walking into the ice cream parlor with her and saw a large group of girls at a table. Now I want to preface this by saying that I never have gotten attention from women really other than the girl on facebook. But when I walked with with this girl from my class, I looked over and noticed ALL of the girls were looking at me. I looked away so I could place our orders. I looked back over and saw that they were STILL looking at me, staring at me. I thought to myself “why are they looking at me like that?” It was then that I realized the phenomenon known as “preselection” was happening before my eyes. The fact that I was ALREADY WITH a somewhat attractive girl, meant that I was more attractive to them since another girl found me attractive enough to go an a date with. I realized that women only want and are attracted to guys that other girls like.
She came back to my place and this girl was all about me. We had a lot of fun, but long story short she was begging me to have sex with her and I could not get hard. She bent over in front of me and was telling me to do it and I was as soft as a wet noodle. It was a TERRIBLE feeling. I did not know what to do. I just looked at her and said “I cant, im not sure whats going on” I got incredibly anxious. She was understanding. The next day I immediately booked multiple doctors appointments to figure out what was wrong. I felt defective, I felt like a complete loser, as if my self esteem was not shit already. The doctors told me that there was nothing wrong and that it was all in my head. A urologist I saw said that I needed therapy if anything. He did give me Cialis and a script for Viagra. I went to the pharmacy to fill it and it was incredibly expensive. I had no money to pay for it. I had to call my mom and tell her I needed money for the prescription and that was the most embarrassing thing I have ever had to do, let alone having the YOUNG FEMALE pharmacist explaining the drug too me and how to take. OMFG.
I was also placed on a few different antidepressants. I also learned about testosterone and its sole in the human body. I had multiple testosterone tests which indicated normal total levels, but almost abnormaly low free testosterone levels (which is where the rubber hits the pavement)
She would come over a few more times, and I received oral from her and I was able to do that while being on Viagra. Even with Viagra I was not able to maintain enough to put on a condom and have sex. Eventually the problem created a wedge between us and we stopped seeing each other.
At this point I became depressed. I began to doubt everything about myself. I then dropped out of engineering and I also never ended up enrolling in ROTC because I read that you had to pass very hard tests to be an engineedoctofighter pilot and I believed that I did not have what it took to accomplish those things. So instead I switched to business finance. I regret this horribly.
By senior year I had an internship as a campus representative for a non profit in which I was tasked with enrolling people into the student club and hosting events and activities. I was horribly depressed at this point. I also noticed my quality of sleep declined DRASTICALLY. I was waking up 3 to 5 times a night and feeling absolutely terrible throughout the day. I began using insomnia medication which I still take today. Another thing that happened was I was at the gym and I walked into the locker room and I overheard one of my friends talking about me with a few of the guys from my floor and he said “Yeah Cobalt1728 basically doesn’t have any friends or anyone that likes him.”
I never confronted him about this.
I then hit rock bottom when I got another girl in bed and I failed gain and she looked down and asked “why are we not having sex?” I had nothing to say and I just sighed and we went to sleep. I then was tasked with recruiting students to go to Olympia to watch the legislature make a law. I had a few people going but nowhere near as many people as I wanted. The day of, every single person bailed out and I had to tell my boss that I had no one coming with me. She expressed great disappointment with me. I asked if I should even bother coming and she still wanted me to attened so I drove across all of Washington by myself to go to this event with no guests. It was at this point that I decided that I did not want to live any more. I called my mom crying so hard while driving. She picked up and I told her that I wanted to die. She started sobbing and was saying that she was scared and I told her I was gonna do it as soon as I found a way to do it. I began to actually make plans, like take an entire bottle of Benadryl and then use a garden house to funnel exhaust gases from my car into the cabin and fall asleep with the engine running.
My sleep continued to get worse and my self esteem was non existant.
I eventually graduated and moved to a big city with my dad while I looked for a job. I landed a job at a bank in retail sales.
About a year into the job I meet this other girl from a different branch, we hit it off pretty quickly. I thought she was incredibly attractive. The 2nd or 3rd time hanging out she invited me over to her house which was on lake Washington, she rented a room with a few friends. We were drinking and made some food. She sat on my lap by the fire and that was nice. Eventually we got to the bedroom and all I could think about was if I was going to be able to perform. I was using Cialis. We were doing forplay for a while and eventually I was on top of her and she was on her back and I didn’t know what to do because I wasn’t ready. She says “are you nervous around me” (she could tell because I believe I was visibly shaking) and I said “no of course not.” We went to sleep.
I would meet up with her a few more times and eventually I was able to get aroused enough to perform but I would either lose it when It was time to put it in, or I would cum from petting and foreplay. She at one point got up and yelled “I DON’T GET IT!!! WHY CANT YOU HAVE SEX WITH ME” I felt terrible. At this point I decided that It was appropriate to tell her I was nervous and have problems with this. She then asked if I was a virgin and I said kinda but not realy as I had done other things. This was incredibly hard to admit. The last time we were intimate was after disclosing that to her, was when I finally did have sex with her, but it ended extremely quickly (30 seconds max) and after it happened she got up and said in a sassy tone “DID I JUST TAKE YOUR VIRGINITY??” I almost cried right there on the bed. We went outside the room to the kitchen and she ignored me and went on her phone. Eventually it got late and she told me that I had to “sleep in the guest bedroom” because she was going to “drop me”
I ended up just driving home. I cannot communicate properly the despair and hopelessness I felt on that car drive home. This is where I became suicidal for the 2nd time. How was I supposed to get better at sex if I am not given any time to do it? I love how our society expects me to be a total sexual lion with no faults.
I got with a few more girls on tinder in 2015 and had ed every time. It destroyed me.
It was at this point that I was fed up. I learned a lot about testosterone and did a lot of research. I began to think that I was fundamentally flawed. I needed something to make me better, because clearly, people hated me and I was not good enough.
I got myself some testosterone and started a full on testosterone blast of 500mg a week of testosterone. My sex drive went up, my confidence went way up. I looked great. That’s right, I started taking steroids. I have no shame in doing what I did.
I noticed that my temper became shorter. I already had a bad temper, and my self esteem issues probably played a role there. But being on testosterone amplified what was already there.
I am now 26 years old. I then made another attempted on tinder and matched with this really attractive real estate agent girl from san Francisco (she just moved to the area). We met up for drinks and we got along pretty well. We would go out to dinner a few times and go to the dog park and we even went ice scating. She came over to my house twice and I was finally able to have sex. I was even able to put on a condom and I was proud do myself because I had sex with her in missionary for about 2 or 3 minutes. I was always sure to get her off in other ways wether that be oral or with my fingers. I thought things were okay in bed honestly. I did notice however that she was pretty selfish in bed and made no real attempt to return the favor to help me get ready. I continued seeing her because honestly I was 26 and I just wanted the experience. The second time I was not able to use a condom. She told me she has an implant in her arm. I went ahead and went without a condom, and that made me start to climax very fast. I pulled out to calm down and she grabbed me which then triggered me and I finished on her. She got mad because there was “no warning” but I pulled out to calm down so I thought it was obvious what I was doing. Nonetheless, I simply laughed about it and told her its because shes so attractive….. she was not amused. Again, women expect me to be fucking PERFECT.
Long story short, she ending up standing me up on a date where I was going to introduce her to my friends, I had driven all the way to seattle to get her and she didn’t show up. I go incredibly mad. Mind you, I” am on testosterone at the time. I nearly crashed my car I got so enraged. When I confronted her the next day, she told me she just “forgot”: and I told her how much of an inconvenience this caused me. She then proceeded to tell me that “You are not worth it, the sex was horrible everytime and you are being a total dick about the date” She literally blames me for HER FLAKING OUT on me.
I got home took my bass guitar and smashed it into 1000 pieces on the garage floor and I called my best friend Eric screaming and raging into the phone about how I am not able to get good at sex and that I am a failure. I nearly ripped the steering column out of my car by the sheer force I was exerting on the steering wheel as I was driving and screaming on the phone.
My anger became a big problem. At work I nearly got fired for putting my fist through a closet door. Eventually I would get fired from the bank for slamming my phone on my desk and throwing a starbucks coffee onto the ground outside the branch. I became very bitter and angry.
After this event with this girl, I would go 14 months with zero intimacy. That ended 4 months ago. I was introduced to a girl named ashley, who was one of my younger sisters friends. ashley is 3 years older than me and is 30 years old. When we first met it was obvious that she was into me, but I ended up ghosting her because I was not in a place to get involved with a female. I simply could not expose myself to further humiliation.
It was pure coincidence that she showed up at a BBQ (july 4th 2018) I was having at my house. We reconnected and we went out. Eventually we got into bed and I know I was going to need Viagra so I had my dad give me some. The first two attempts were failures. On the third attempted, she was asking what I needed and or what she could do, and I did not have an answer and we gradually escalated into an argument over the matter. She rolled over on the bed and was pouting and I told her that I was going to have a beer or two. She did not like that I wanted to drink to ease my nerves. Eventually we reengaged and she was not looking at me the same. It was as if she saw a different person. I do not remember the exact sequence of events but eventually one of us started crying. I was sitting in my office chair and she was on the bed. I completely broke down and started bawling. She came off the bed and sat on the floor and grabbed my legs and we both cried. I was so incredibly distraught.
It was at this moment that I decided that I was going to die that night. I started sobbing so hard and yelling “I don’t want to live!, I don’t want to live!” And she was crying so hard and It escalated and I got up, with her still hugging me. I was moving around but she was still clinging on to me and I then shoved her off me onto the bed. I then went to grab a small box of .22 ammunition I had in my room and I told her that I am going to garage and I going to kill myself. This was a 500 round box of ammo so, I had to rip apart the cardboard to get to the bullets, and she described it as if I was a starving person that had found food in a box. I was literally ripping it apart to get the bullets to kill myself. She saw what was happening and she threw herself onto me with all of her strength to stop me from leaving the room. After a few moments of struggling with her, I began crying again and I gave into her attempt to restrain me. I could have broken free but I didn’t.
We had a very long and intense talk and we went to sleep. She called my best friend, eric and told him what happened. He had to step out of a work conference that was mandatory for him to take the call. He then told ashley that she had to tell my parents and she did. eric sent his friend mike, who I also knew, to come over to visit me and to take the gun out of my house. He told me I had no choice. My parents then talked to me and my mom wanted to admit me to the emergency room to be admitted for a week or however long it took to get a proper evaluation. We decided not to do it because the ER would look at me and say that there was nothing wrong, as 48 later, I was not in a suividal crisis any longer. Eric called me and was in tears about what had happened. He already knew that I struggled with girls and sex but I am not sure if he knew it was to this extent.
Me and ashley took a break for a week or so and eventually started seeing each other again. Eventually, I was able to have satisfactory sex with her. I was taking 125mg of Viagra each time. It was incredible. I was lasting 4 or 5 minutes each time and a few times we actually orgasmd at the same time. Without the drugs however, nothing happens. I feel incredibly ashemed that It took me until 24 to have sex. I hate that every girl has about 10x more sexual experience than me. I feel inferior and I do not know how I am ever going to get over these feelings. I also would like to not kill myself but I have a suicidal track record.
I am now paying 120 dollars a week for fucking therapy because I am so fucked up. There is not a day go by where my scars of being a late male virgin does not haunt me. I feel inferior to all men around me even though I am bigger and more ripped then all of them. IF agirl expresses interest in hooking I have to decline. I can never have sex with someone until the 3rd or fourth attempt. So if a girl is just afling type girl, I never pursue as I will fail and she will tell everyone, because that is what girls do.
I am 27 now, I own a house and car and motorcycle and work a white collar finance job.
That’s it for the back story thank you for reading,
EDIT: TL;DR:
Got kind of bullied in high school mistreated in college, didn't get laid in high school or college. Hooked up with girls in college and had ed with almost 8 girls. Started feeling suicidal and had a breakdown over the phone with my mom while driving across the state for a event that I was supposed to bring people too for the non profit I worked for when everyone bailed. Had ED with more girls and was also ridiculed for my virginity which I eventually lost at 24. Got dumped by a girl for what I believe to be my bad sex abilities. Then I got dumped again by another girl who straight up told me I was terrible at sex even though I tried to get her off in any way I could, fingers, mouth ect… (I have found that girls actually do not like this stuff, they only want penetration). I had a fit of rage after this a broke a bunch of stuff in my house. Didn't go to work for a few days. Went back to work and punched a whole through a wall. Got fired from Bank Job. Went 14 months no intimacy, got depressed. Got introduced to a girl who is friends with my sister, we actually dated before sex. I explained my issues, she uinderstood. The first 3 attempts didn't work, on the third she got frustrated and rolled over and was pouting. I completely broke down when I realized that I was losing another girl to this. I grabbed bullets out of a 500 round box and told her I was going to the garage to kill myself, she tackled me like a line backer and I kind of tried to keep going but I stopped and had a complete mental breakdown. She was sobbing terribly as well at what was happening. My family found out (she told them) and I was almost admitted to a hospital for suicidal ideation. instead I started therapy. We continued going out and I continued using VIAGRA which started to work and we had normal sex for 3 months before she had to move. MY PROBLEM IS A FEEL ASHAMED I WAS A VIRGIN UNTIL 24, AND THAT I SUFFER FROM PRETTY BAD ED. I FEEL INFERIOR. I DO NOT HAVE ANY WILD SEX STORIED TO TELL.
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2018.07.06 21:10 Travis365 Dating apps suck

Man I'm beginning to think that dating apps are bullshit. I've tried tinder and ok Cupid with little success or none respectively. Average looking men definitely have little chance for success. I used tinder for about a month and gotten a few responses and had a few conversations but far and few between. I'm realistic I don't expect agirl that's clearly out of my league to waste her time swiping right and talking to me but man it is frustrating. I downloaded ok Cupid about a week ago. I put up decent pictures and wrote a decent summary of myself and swiped right countless times sent a bunch of messages and have yet to get so much as a like. I'm not being overly selective of who I swipe right on either. It's to the point I just want some sort of response from anyone with a pulse. I'm swipping right on girls that I would never even date or consider now. Man it's god damn depressing and imasculating. I've never lost so much confidence in myself in my life. Wtf?? Im no Leonardo or anything but man.i think girls on here must have unrealistic standards or something. Has anyone ever had a similar experience with dating apps? Or is it just me.
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2018.04.18 23:29 RubberLongLeg Love can only last for so long

Since I've started High School I've always sat in the area where the majority of Sophomores, Juniors or Seniors go to Kiss, Vape, etc. I've literally seen a Live Action Drama and it went to hell.
Be me
Freshmen at my high school
On the first day, I ate my lunch at the school not knowing that it was the area where kids go to do crazy shit.
Suddenly I see a couple arguing at each other, didn't really care at the time but didn't realize that this was going to be the couple that would be amazing me while I'm in school.
Next day comes by
Goes to the same area to eat lunch and watch the couple
As expected they are Arguing but the Boy, let's call him Jim chokes the girl and lifts her up a bit
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I, of course, do nothing because at the time (and I still do) believed that I was too weak to do anything so I just watched
Then the cheesiest thing I've ever seen happened, she kissed him and he let her go.
However, he slaps her upside her head after she finished kissing him
We'll call the girl Mary for now
So the next day Mary comes alone without Jim
I become very interested in this to the point I throw away my lunch tray with the lunch on it untouched
Suddenly I see Jim walk up to her with a box of Russel Stover Chocolates and Kiss her
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Jim casually lays down the chocolates and get's all touchy with her (You know what I Mean) but he stops because of the bell.
For three weeks they argue and argue, doing the same thing over and over but I was so hooked on them doing this that I didn't care
Suddenly I see Jim with a girl that didn't look like Mary, he was walking her to the Gym
Follow Jim because I am a child that doesn't care about privacy
Jim and this girl go into the Boy's bathroom
I followed in after a few minutes and as soon as I enter I hear the girl moaning
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I peek through the stall hole ( Because my school is so bad that all the handles to the bathroom stalls had to be removed)
He is giving it his all and I am just watching
Hear him Climax, Bolt out of the bathroom to find Mary
At this point, I had met Marry Personally and she was a laid back, cool, funny girl
Find Mary and tell her the news
She doesn't believe me and thinks I'm lying
I continue to tell her about the girl and she realizes that it was her best friend
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Now Mary is Furious at her friend
Both Jim and the girl come out of the Gym
Mary sprints towards the girl, Call her Jade
Mary Punches Jade in the face and Jade punches back
Eventually, Jim separates the two and asks what's wrong with her
She tells him that I told her that he was fucking jade
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Mary Punches Jim hard in his face causing his nose to bleed.
Jade and Mary Fight which draws attention to kids around the area
An entire crowd of kids gathers around the two including me in the mist.
This attracts the Teachers and Police (Yes it was that bad)
Jade pulls out a knife and stabs Mary in the hand
Mary Clocks the fuck out of jade with the same hand
Teachers eventually stop Mary from Killing Jade
Both Jade and Mary get suspended but Jim gets off Scott free
For those weeks I got beat up by Jim continuously and the teachers wouldn't even stop him, they were too scared to
Mary comes to school still on suspension just to tell Jim that they were breaking up
Mfw my stupidity ruined a relationship
Mfw ironically Jim is one of my best and only friends in this godforsaken school
Mfw I just found out that both Jade and Mary were lesbians and started dating each other
I'm gonna love High School when i'm a Senior
Mfw he forgave me
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2017.10.24 03:50 greatquestions76 Do women care if a guy doesn't drink? Especially in early dating phases?

hey all, if a guy has set out to quit drinking completely for a few reasons 1) productivity 2) health 3) doesn't sit well with them 4) don't moderate well... do girls see this as unattractive when the guy says I don't drink?
Similarly, on a first date, what would agirl feel like if they went to a bar but the guy didn't drink, or what are other good first date ideas that exclude drinking but are still a "flirty/sexual" vibe?
Thanks!!
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2016.07.16 23:14 PancakesForTurtles June 2016 due date list - add your birth story links in the comments and keep in touch with the bumpers in your baby's birth month!

disclaimer: this is the list that was previously posted in the due date list in the sidebar. If you would like your username removed, please inbox PancakesForTurtles.
Please post your little one's update as follows:
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link to birth story:
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2016.06.26 06:58 U2L Why do i feel awful about breaking up with her me [22 m] her [21 f]

she was talking to someone else and slowly stopped talking to me even though our last date she paid $40 for drinks / dinner but still she slowly stopped talking to me but i broke up with her yet i feel like shit. why do i feel like this considering she lowkey stoipped talking to me and hitting me up. If i didnt say anything we wouldnt talk for days yet i broke up with her 2 days ago nad thats all i think about if i made a mistake or not, i miss her still but i know if we talked about this she woulved convinced me to stay in the relationship, honestly it felt liek jim+pam when we were together but Michael + jan when we were apart. we got along so well but if we werent together if felt like we were strangers
tl;dr: i broke up with agirl who ignored me but i feel like shit is the only thing to think everything out
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2016.06.15 06:51 devisan Pro-DEFENSE information that was left out of MaM

This is a 5 month old post from the old sub, crossposted upon request. If you have items to add to it (likely, with the CASO reports that came out later), drop them in comments and I will get this updated when I have time.
Much has been said about MaM leaving out prosecution evidence, but here's a list of defense evidence it also left out. If you know of other tidbits, please share them, with sources if possible, and I'll add them to the list.
*Updated list includes items from PuppyBabyMan, rockywayne, SlowTheRain, pajam, triddy6, chromeomykiss, marz0629, Crunch117, juzt_agirl, abyssus_abyssum, Daddy23Hubby21. Thanks, Redditors!
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